'I kissed her. I kissed her all over. I finally took her shirt off, and my God, that was amazing. I saw a girl's tits for the first time in my life. I played with them. I even sucked them. Well, ok, just one, but still.'
As John remembered getting hard while groping her breasts, his own member in his hand got hard again, and he started to stroke it.
'I took her pants off. I took her underwear off. I got to see her totally naked, and she was beautiful. I saw her boner. I. I wanted to suck it. I really wanted to. But I didn't. I kissed her feet, her legs, and then I kissed her balls. And she came just from that. How could she cum just from that?'
But then John imagined the situation reversed, and he imagined her stripping him, and kissing his sac, except in his imagination she was gripping his dick and stroking it. She kissed his balls so sensually. and then. sticking her tongue out, she licked his sac. It was the force and suddenness with which this fantasy turned from sensual to sexy that he almost came right there. He stopped himself for barely two seconds so he could cover his head with his left hand, and he jizzed into it. His legs felt shaky as he came, and he wanted to hold the wall, but one hand was on his member and the other was catching cum, so he forced himself to stay afloat.
When he thought he was drained, he looked at the amount in his hand. It was ok, considering he had masturbated the night before, as well. It looked a little watery, but sometimes that happened.
John brought the hand up to his face and looked at his cum carefully. He sniffed it, and it smelled no different than usual. The cum was becoming more watery the more he stared, and he knew that if he was going to do this, it was now or never. Now or never, John.
He stuck his tongue out a little bit.
He - he couldn't do it. He just couldn’t do it at all. He chickened out again. He just walked to the sink and washed his hands, letting his cum go down the drain.
'Why? Why can't I do it? Why do I fight with myself? I have to do it eventually. I want to do it. So what are you afraid of, you fuckin' pussy?'
