The Slippery Slope (Cont. from Beginnings)

So after reconnaissance of multiple stores, i finally took the courage by being super horny and drinking a beer before to go to the store, and bought my usual groceries, and very nervously just took the nearest stockings and put it in my shopping basket. and tried to act casual while going to the cashier, already my mind was brewing up a scenario of how the cashier would look at me with disgust as to what i have in the basket, or that it was a mistake of some sorts...but to my surprise, and my sanity, the cashier was on the phone. What luck! and when i came with my basket, she just automatically checked everything , I payed, and casually went home, with my heart racing and my mind dazed at what have i done, i could not wait to get home sooner.

Finaly home! I quickly put the groceries in their place, rushed to my room and can finally take a good look at the pair of stockings i bought...and JACKPOT! Fishnet lacy tops holdem ups! This was it, it should feel perfect, so i took a shower, and returned to my room and unpacked them from their packaging. then i carefully examined them, feeling the texture and firmness of the material and prepared them to put them on. I gently slid the stockings on my naked body, in a sexy way i saw women in porn do it. Amazing! adrenaline was rushing. it felt better than expected. MY legs transformed into something sexy! something desirable! even for myself! I could not get enough of looking at my own legs from different poses and angles. so now instead of seeing this fetish on women, i had it on myself. And i could not help it by getting an throbbing erection! just by wearing stockings! After lounging in them for a while and pretending i was a hot babe , i decided to jerk off to porn while wearing them. And ended up nutting a hard load that was saved up for quite a while, and had a weird sense of accomplishment(?). As like i just ticked a mental checkbox of some kind.

After the masturbation session, the daze went away, and clarity returned (the so called "post-nut" clarity) so i removed the stockings, but instead of purging, i decided to hide them and keep them for later uses...