TO BE OR NOT TO BE – PART 6

I didn't see Antonio in the lobby when I left. I didn't really want to see him at the moment, I was pretty sure Mark caught me off guard when I was tired and I said I would go out with him again tonight. Antonio is great and a lot of fun to be with but Mark was starting to grow on me. When I stopped to get a sandwich I saw an advertisement for an Andy Warhol Exposition at the MOMA and decided to go see it.
I needed some time to slow this train down before I ran it off the tracks and a casual stroll through an art museum sounded like just the thing. I spent a couple of hours admiring the works of the masters, they always impressed me. I've heard people say we all have that ability inside us, it's just a matter of nature and nurture. I don't buy it. Those are the people who have tried and can't, kind of like critics.
I bought some panties, a sweater, matching skirt, some pantyhose, a pair of knee high stockings, and a pair of Mary Jane's with a half inch heel, sort of a schoolgirl look. Being close to Central Park, I walked over to Mel and Shari's place. They were excited about the night before, too excited. I finally got them to admit they had just got back from my hotel, where they went on the pretense of seeing me, but really to see Antonio.
"Did you see him?" I asked somewhat put out.
"Oh, come on, Sunny don't be like that. If you were all that serious about him you wouldn't be going out with Mark. Right?" Mel said.
"But he's my first," I pleaded.
"Bull shit," Mel shot back, "I was there for your first or did you forget?"
"No, he's my first boyfriend. He's been so good for me, he's the one that has given me the courage to do this, he brought this all out of me. Before you guys got here it was like we were teenagers going study, flirting, sneaking around to be together, and the sex has been fantastic. I don't want it to end. I've only had a couple of relationships with girls, none lasted very long, and that was years ago. But, I have never felt the way Antonio makes me feel. He inspires me to be the best girl I can be, cause that's what I was destined to be. That's what he told me."