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A Win-Win
A Win-Win By Sabrina G. Langton *** Author's Note: Hi, just a quick, crazy story about a wife actively participating in her CrossDresser husbands sex life. Just a bit of fluff, hope YOU like it.) *** We were laying in bed, sex was done, my wife could now relax for the rest of the month ... Read full Story
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Nikki's Massive Strap-on
A quick recap in case you haven't read my previous stories. My name is Kacey. I'm 20 years old, white, 5'10" and 150 lbs. I have straight, shoulder length dark brown hair, light brown eyes and a thick, 6" cut cock. My girlfriend is Hannah, who also 20 years old and stands 5'10" weighing in at 140 lb... Read full Story
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Hung Shemale has Motorcycle Trouble near Vegas
I drive down a deserted two- lane highway outside of Las Vegas, Nevada. It is August and the temperature is well over 100 degrees. In the distance, I see a tall beautiful mature creature that walks alongside the road. As I pull over, I am stunned by her powerful physique. She sports an incredibly ti... Read full Story
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Seducing the Delivery Man
Angela sat on her couch in her living room sipping on a glass of wine and tried not to cry. What a shitty birthday. Her best friend, Kathy, who happened to be a co-worker of her boyfriend John, sent her an interesting picture of him a couple of days ago. Apparently, their office had thrown a retirem... Read full Story
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The Interview
The Interview By Sabrina G. Langton *** 'A crossdresser goes on an interview in lots of pink, of course she gets the job' 'Author's note, just a quick little story with some really graphic sex, and a little tiny moral. I hope YOU like it.' *** "Okay, sit, sit, let's get started. S... Read full Story
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Lola Chaper 3
Lola chapter 3 When Lola was on summer break from her law studies, I took the opportunity to take some time off as well. My job as a freelance film photographer gave me good opportunities to manage my time. I was in demand as a filmmaker and had more work than I could handle. Mostly shorter stuff... Read full Story
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What if it is always your turn?
So I'm on AFF and get a ping from a guy whose been wanting to give me a blowjob and see where it goes from there kind of line. I respond back, sure, want to get a drink, I would love some Sake. We met down at the local sake shop, I am uncouth, I only like warm regular sake. I get a large to share an... Read full Story
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Lola Chapter 2
Lola Chapter 2: A couple? It wasn't as if we were together. We had jerked off together once, and of course we slept in separate rooms, but I slept restlessly that night. Dreamed something scary that I couldn't remember in the morning. I didn't have work scheduled that day so I took it easy. When ... Read full Story
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Crossdresser should have regret it doesn't
Well I am full time very very very bisexual married CD in a very open marriage. It all started one morning when my wife had left early. Her male cousin that she grew up with came by the house. I was dressed in very tight blue mini dress I had glued on my breast and white corset with garter straps... Read full Story
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Duel With the Devil, Chapter 20 of The Greatest Liar
Duel With The Devil This is a work of fiction. All characters (including the narrator), celebrities, places, residences, neighborhoods, restaurants, legal agreements and proceedings, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any r... Read full Story
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Oneness with the bodies
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Becoming Sissy
I remember my first true and sober gay sexual encounter. The guy from the party that was my first BJ and first penetration was one of the closest friends of the group. He bought a house up north and 3 of the girls and me went to his house to help paint and work on some things. This was about a mo... Read full Story
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delicious virile male flesh
Tasted delicious virile male flesh… The breeze caressed my swollen nipples giving me pleasant shivers. The two glasses of Riesling had also contributed to my excitement. My crotch was burning as if the disappearing sun had blown all its thermal energy into me. Under my fine lace panties, purple o... Read full Story
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High Rise Heaven
I was deleting responses to an ad I posted several days earlier because my availability to host had ended. I checked each reply to see if there were gems I would want to keep. One reply stood out as unique. It was from a handsome black man with an offer to host me regularly; the name he gave was Pik... Read full Story
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First Date With Daddy
My Dream Date. It hasn't happened yet, but a girl can hope, this story is very short story based on my fantasy's. It was Sunday night and I had my first date lined up with daddy. We hadn't met, but we had spoken online at depth and exchanged numbers. I had sent him a couple of pic... Read full Story
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Santa Likes Shemales Femboys
Did you know Santa Clause is real....and he likes shemales femboys??!I It happened last Christmas Eve. I fell asleep watching the snow fall just outside my window. I was comfy under my layers of warm blankets I clutched tightly, in the black lace panties and red lingerie night dress or nighty I wear... Read full Story
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My new life
It started 3 yrs ago when I was 19. I had just graduated HS and was off to college to study arts. At first college was great but I wasn’t making many new friends and felt kind of lonely away from home. Then I met Charles, he worked at the local coffee shop and we began gaming and hanging out. He ... Read full Story
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The Feet I Love
There is something so beautiful and alluring about trans women and their feminine feet. The sight of their soft soles and their penises, whether soft and folded over their pretty sacks or standing erect and proud, completely excites me. I find myself gravitating towards photos that show a woma... Read full Story
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Meeting Amanda Ch. 2 - The Next Day
After a hot evening together, the story continues https://www.ashemaletube.com/story/meeting-amanda-6595/ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- “I could really use a shower,” Amanda said while she... Read full Story
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Chapter 1 - My Cuckold Life
I have a small penis. In fact, I have a very small penis. I’ve been in permanent chastity for over 7 years. My wife and her lovers call it my “caged clitty” and that’s about right as far as it being a useful penis. I suppose I should start at the beginning. I’ve never been much of a man. I’m ... Read full Story
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First Cross-dressings Loosing Anal Virginity
It happened after a month of me blowing that guy twice...I mean I was so damn excited and was craving for his cock....I was blowing him every weekend in his car after the school...his cock was almost 7 inches and was so thick and that I like so so much the gagging he was giving everytime, that chock... Read full Story
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Meeting Amanda
I’m a happily married man. My wife Tess and I have been together since we were teenagers. We were each other’s first real lovers and being in our mid-thirties by now, we still madly in love with each other. Tess and I always are very honest and open to each other. Both in normal life and sexual... Read full Story
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My first TG lover
I first met Holli at the gymnasium of our apartment complex. Since it was around 6:00 am on a Sunday morning, I didn’t expect to see anyone that early. At first just like we all do, the customary good morning, small talk, and it usually stops there, but there was just something that drew my attentio... Read full Story
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The Girl Next Door Ch. 02
derezzed Chapter 2 – Taking the Next Step Into Depravity Michael hardly got any sleep that night. When he did his dreams were filled with images of Jenny and her large penis. He tossed and turned in frustration. As he rolled over for what felt like the thousandth time he was blinded by the s... Read full Story
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The Seductive Seed of a Tranny MILF
The Seductive Seed of a Tranny MILF SugarandSalt Jackson got home and immediately curled up in bed. He didn't want to move for the rest of the weekend. He'd finally worked up the courage to ask a co-worker out at work. She politely rejected the invitation. Then later on in the day, Jackson spo... Read full Story
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Big Dick Alessia Visits Dallas
Alessia Hung Mature MILF travels to visit a Big Dicked Man and his Sexy Household If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, BBWs, big clits, deep throat, fisting, 69, ass fucking, sounding, piercing, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don't bother reading. If you fav... Read full Story
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Camming Down the Rabbit Hole Ch. 09
As per my previous mornings recently, I stirred and rubbed the sleep from my eyes, that delicious feeling of my silk night ware stretching over my taught nipples and my morning wood throbbing in its lace enclosure. The urge to touch myself was palpable, it seemed no matter how hard I came the night ... Read full Story
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CD/TS Shemale Chrissy Fucked On the Ranch
I met John on the swinger site AdultFriendFinder. He was everything I was looking for: old, in his late 60s, and not rich, but financially stable and independent, owning a ranch that has been in his family for generations. Maybe he could become the Sugar Daddy I am looking for? I am a shaved-smooth ... Read full Story
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How I Became His Office Fucktoy
Until this job ended last year, every day at my lunch break I would service one of my many Daddies in his office in the building where I worked. He'd always slip me a few bucks, a $20 or even $50 afterwards, not as a payment for sex, but as a "tip" "for all the hard work you do here," he says. I wor... Read full Story
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She never saw it coming
When I was 19/20 I used to frequent LGBT bars roughly twice every month. Most nights not much would happen but I found myself going to the trans nights more often. Until I eventually had some experience with trans girls. It was mostly fairly soft fun. Me getting oral and occasionally topping th... Read full Story
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The Golf Bet
A couple of years ago I joined a new golf course, I wasn't the best golfer but very keen, I would be at the practice area almost everyday for at least an hour. Over this time I got to know a number of members and it was a good way of meeting people to play with. Over that year I met a number of new... Read full Story
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Alessia Travestita Hung Mature Blonde British Porn Star
Alessia Travestita Hung Mature Blonde British Porn Star If you like Transexuals, big cocks, bondage, domination, deep throat, fisting, spit roast, 69, ass fucking, cum swallowing and big loads this story is for you. If not don’t bother reading. If you like my story please leave comments and ... Read full Story
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Hung Trans Lesbians Fuck Two Ladyboys
Note 1: If you like Transsexuals, Trans Lesbians, Asian Ladyboys, Big Cocks, Extreme Cock Sucking, Anal Fucking, Anal Fisting, Semen Swallowing, Role Play, Orgies, BDSM, Cock Sounding and Foot Fetish this story is for you. Note 2: All the characters are over 21. The names are fictitious, but some... Read full Story
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A Perfect Pandemic: A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time
A Perfect Pandemic A Transsexual Transition in a Troubled Time A Novelette by Alexandra Rios Text Copyright Reserved © August, 2021 Dedication Transgender Day of Remembrance is a solemn occasion. I am offering “A Perfect Pandemic” for free as an antidote to the fear, phobia, discrimination, d... Read full Story
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Sissify Your Boyfriend Manual - transation
original= manual-sissificar-a-tu-novio-4979 Used google translate, found some pronoun/object/context issues, and I believe ladybug = ladyboy Sissify Your Boyfriend Manual MANUAL FOR WIFE/GIRLFRIEND TO SISSIFY YOUR MAN, DISCOVER HIS SUBMISSIVE SIDE AND TURN HIM INTO ?HORNAND? AN... Read full Story
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badbadboi's walk in the park
...My boi hole was freshly washed, shaved and lubed with a lovely hot shower, my wand is perfect for cleaning my pussy, flushing it clean very time, I luv to let the water spray my hole driving deep enough to tickle the bottom of my prostate. My cock cage locked in place, my white crotchless panties... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut: Gang Favored
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Happy Birthday
I love to write Erotica. For story requests please send me a private message or email noirenoire10@gmail.com Enjoy! I couldn’t move. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t move. The restraints didn’t give in any direction. The more I fought the more pain I was in. My safe word (wasabi) ... Read full Story
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Sissy Slut and Stepdads
Frank was pumping me hard and his huge cock seemed to have grown and become extra hard. I am so thrilled that way he enjoys fucking my ass with such passion. I would almost think he was in love with me if this relationship wasn't so bizarrey. It’s ironic that as a male I always get total humiliation... Read full Story
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Slutty Sissy's 2 Loves
Tonight was young and I was already hot and bothered, my ass-pussy was on fire, and I could hardly wait for Bob and John to come over. I had invited them over to fulfill those erotic dreams I am constantly having about the two of them using me like a tool, and I wanted that so bad. I fantasized abou... Read full Story
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Cheating Sissy Wife chapter2
My sweetheart Keith is back from his road trip and we were about to make up for lost time. He didn’t even want me to fix dinner. Instead he said that we would order pizza later. Meanwhile we started making out right there on the couch. We were both horny and anxious to get next to each other. I felt... Read full Story
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First intercourse with a man
If you read my previous story, “First time with a man”, I gave my first blowjob. What I didn’t mention at the time, was that I was on my way to work about 2pm in the afternoon, (I worked the swing shift). That afternoon meet up was just to see each other, talk and maybe meet again later. But my e... Read full Story
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Trip to Portimão
It is about a 3 hour drive depending on traffic to the Tivoli Marina Portimão in the Algarve from where I was staying at the Hotel Mundial. Oliva came to pick me up. She had one of those Toyota SUV things. I put my bag in the car and I noticed Olivia had rather a collection of luggage. I smiled to m... Read full Story
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My first Theesome
I'd been flirting with Clare for a while in work. I always thought she would be one of the girls that would play around in work, but never actually go through with anything. It was a slow day in work and as usual the subject came round to sex. We were having a cheeky conversation about fetishes a... Read full Story
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Vanessa and the workmen gangbang
The three workmen were slaving away in the back garden, in the hot sun. Vanessa watched them from the upstairs bedroom window, getting more excited by the second. Under her robe she was wearing a beautiful red basque with a red g-string, black stockings and five inch heels. This was topped off with ... Read full Story
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First Time: How I Love Cock
The first time I ever sucked a dick was when I was around 12 years old. I was at a sleep over with a friend. We were camped out in his backyard in a tent and he started things out tentatively by asking about my luck with the ladies, which was non-existent. Then he suggested that since neither of us ... Read full Story
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Business trip
Craig and I were salesmen for the same company and on a trip together to woo new clients. The last thing I expected was that we would woo each other. It had been a long day and we went to our rooms to relax and unwind. After I had my room service and wanted to go over the proposals I realized Crai... Read full Story
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Liberty in Lisbon Part 2
So here I was walking down the Av da Liberdade feeling very pleased with myself. I had just thoroughly enjoyed an experience I thought would only ever be in my dreams and, the best part, there was more to come [cum]. In fact I found myself humming the 59th Street Bridge Song. Life I love you feeling... Read full Story
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Kidnapped (Adult Fiction)
Kidnapped I remember being normal. I was a young man in my 20's living in my parent's house struggling to get by. I was online more than I probably should have, but it was an escape from the harsh reality of my life. I didn't feel fulfilled or like a success, I felt like a failure on many differe... Read full Story
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My Awkward Phase
My Awkward Phase ©Alexandra Rios 2019 The greatest lie is that what happens in high school doesn't matter, because life begins in college. I pretended to agree, although I never believed it, for I was the world's greatest liar. Wannabees I was hanging out with my friends Quinn, Barb and Anne ... Read full Story
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The Girl Next Door Ch. 02 by derezzed ©
Chapter 2 – Taking the Next Step Into Depravity Michael hardly got any sleep that night. When he did his dreams were filled with images of Jenny and her large penis. He tossed and turned in frustration. As he rolled over for what felt like the thousandth time he was blinded by the sunlight that h... Read full Story
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Life Lesson #2: Freaky People Attract Other Freaky People :)
So for the most part, having sex while crossdressing is a bit of a fetish and once people know you are into it they are now free to share their own fetishes with you. That’s were my next life lesson comes in and I have a couple of stories about people doing some surprising shit near me or to me. ... Read full Story
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Best session with a T Girl
I like T-Girls. Recently had a chance to go to Costa Rica for work. While I was there I decided to see what Costa Rica had to offer in this department. There is quite a good amount of girls to select from. I started texting this Tgirl and we set a time. I got ready and headed over. It was a Hotel th... Read full Story
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My wife found out I also love cock
Even though I've been a tranny lover since I was 18 I ended up marrying Barb she had a set of tits and an ass built for speed. I never told her about my past nor did I pump her for her past. We had been married for a couple of months when I got that need for big black cock again so while Barb slept ... Read full Story
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Lady In The House Ch. 05
A story by MicheleNylons (Crossdressed prisoner is forced into prostitution.) From Part IV Then Eddie looked down at my body and noticed the semen pooled at the front of my panties. My semen! He looked down at his tight belly and saw a slimy stain that was the result of my ejaculate spread th... Read full Story
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My 1st Time was Not the Only Time.
One late night after hitting the slopes and partying I left my friends birthday party feeling extra horny. It was about 6 or 7 in the morning now and after having no luck finding an escort I responded to an ad on craigslist posted by a trans woman. I figured two things, this dick isn't going to suck... Read full Story
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